Breaking up is not a word that i like. yah i just broke up with my gf. its a nightmare, its sad, hard and painful but what can i do. this is the best way kan. hmm. A lot of memories, a lot of smile, laugh and now its all over. . Yah i admit i do a lot of mistakes, and this is the result of my mistakes. Im sorry. You have become my addiction and i like it. Shes my sweetest drug, I ve i try to let it go for so many time, but my obsession dnt let i happen, its hard. I tried to cntct her for a few times but when i read back all the msges she gave me, i stop. Maybe this is good for her, and im doing this for her. Maybe shes right, im not the right one for her. I got a problem and i have a story, but now i dnt know what to do about it. hah. I'll figure something out. Be strong laaa. I need to stop thinking bout this, i cnt get anything done. Maybe this is a reason why i start blogging. So, Good luck and Good Bye. i'll always miss u. :)